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Wednesday, January 20, 2010

This and That

Saturday at 11:30 a Rescue worker is coming to pick up our little boy and bring him to his foster home. Our poor little dog is no longer happy in our home and is becoming aggressive. Unfortunately, we think it's best to give him up so that another family can love him and make him happy again. While V absolutely adores him, it isn't worth the risk that his aggression will be directed towards her too. We got the call yesterday that a foster home is ready for him. I laid in bed awake last night thinking about packing his things.

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Nostalgia: a wistful desire to return in thought or in fact to a former time in one's life, to one's home or homeland, or to one's family and friends; a sentimental yearning for the happiness of a former place or time

My past is haunting me again. Though bridges haven't been burned, I've definitely cut those ties. I feel like part of me has been lost. I'd like to get that part back again. My husband hasn't known that side of me, but I'd like him to. Being complete will add to an overall one-of-a-kind person and make for an undoubtedly unique stay-at-home-mom.

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